You Were Always Here

How much I missed you!

For it seems after ages

When I finally found you

I found myself!

Centuries before

You were light.

And I was a star!

You filled me in.

I glowed when your rays fell on my golden hair

I radiated with your warmth!

How I miss feeling my sun

Dance over my body

And every pore in my body

Being happily ignited!

When I searched your eyes

I found years that we had traveled together

Sometimes I’d chased you.

Sometimes you’d followed me!

Centuries before!

As vibrations that pretend to be lost

The moment they are created

I may have hidden you in my strings!

Your first touch was so familiar!

I was immediately reminded of

How I drank up your innocence

And thought I’d usurped you!

It reminded me of you.

You were always here, right?

Yes!

 Whenever the wind touched my ears

I could here a faint husky tone

Whispering “I love you”

Like you always did

Centuries before

When we sat near the French aishe!

When the sun kissed my face

I should’ve known it was you!

Like you always did

Centuries ago

When we used to lie on the beach!

And the music I heard was planned by you, right?

For sometimes I was transported

To a familiar place

And I could see my hands putting food in your mouth

And you would suddenly start humming a tune!

How could I not gather these hints!

And before I forget

That day when I was breathless

Climbing the hill

I found something strange in the way I breathed

I remember it very clearly

How I was panting inside

But pretending to be calm

Composing my threads

When you first came too close to me!

The feeling I had when I reached the top

Resembled when we would travel there often

Centuries before

You would carry me sometimes

And on the top

From where the earth seemed a painting

You’d melt me and craft me

As an artwork of clay!

And so I found you now

Still with me

Still untouched

Still my conquest.

I missed you.